Hays, I am really missing my father so much… I try as much as I can to keep in touch with him every single day. But sometimes, it feels like those text messages and phone calls are not enough.
Pa is not the typical father. He is not authoritative, but he knows fairly well when to be in control. He can be the funniest guy you’ll ever meet in your lifetime, but everyone who knows him well will also agree that he’s one of the most principled persons. During my low times, he is the one making me smile. But more than that, he is the one who enlightens my mind and gives sound and practical pieces of advice.
No need to say that he is one of the greatest persons I’ve known.
I am not saying this because he is my father. I feel honored whenever I hear other people expressing the same sentiments. I must say I am a proud daughter.
I remember one time, when I was so sad, he borrowed my tito’s tuxedo vest and wore it just to crack me up. He made a fool out of himself just to make me see the efforts he exerted in making me happy.
I miss Pa.
Sometimes I am wondering how my life would be like if Ma were still there together with Pa to make me happy. Would it make a big difference in my life? Hmmm, I think so…