The past few days were really stressful for our whole family, even for the people around us. It seemed like we were riding in a roller coaster ride of emotions, and no one knows when it would stop. Sometimes, I feel like hitting the gym and using ellipticals to release all these exhausting energies in my system.

But whatever happens, I’m still positive that everything will make sense in due time. We may not understand why things happen now, but there will come a time that we will be able to appreciate the beauty of all these trials.

I have always wanted to give up. I have never been so strong. But for the sake of my kids, I will endure everything. I will continue to love, hope and be merry even if the world does not give me anything but pain.

But what the heck! I am still a lot fortunate than other people who are experiencing the worst. I am still very much alive and healthy… my kids are adorable!… I am surrounded by a lot of people who dearly love me… I have more than enough. And for that, I am blessed.